i honestly feel that i have every reason to be angsty, unappreciative and ungrateful.
it's barely midterm and i'm already having zero time for myself.i dont like this one bit.
to top it off, the amount of readings and research and presentation and catching-ups are utterly insane and neverending.
and i havent seen loverboy in a million years.
but
i also have a thousand reasons to be grateful.
i have the best kind of friends that i sometimes dont think i deserve.
i'm lucky to have a future teacher and a future lawyer as project mates. not only is it not awkward to work with them but they are also incredibly insightful and intelligent, its very satisfying to debate plato with them.
i have bestest that willingly(ahem) gave up hot date(s) to rescue me
i have van to talk politics with at ungodly hour on a saturday morning. and she told me some i-would-probably-never know-of story about tulip itallian financial crisis.or something along those lines.

maybe it's time i start counting my blessings.

p.s. yessssssssssssssssssss! after educating myself for 2hours about the egypt situation, i am sure i can smoke through my plato presentation with a pseudo-intelligent content. initially i thought i wont be able to do a full 10min speech but now i'm over the time limit. :) time for a break! :)

p.s
Leo: But i do think the rest of the gang is going to naturally assume that b's my guy since the way we talk and interact is probably too suspicious to be just friends. but that suits me just fine :)
Van: Huh. So seeing other girls is more impt that Leo? Yup! they will definitely think that way!
hehehe b i just have to type this and show you my convo with van.yay to the first line of her response!